Mondays With Merlin Cats, Death Tarot Card
Mondays With Merlin Cats, Death Tarot Card.
Is death any way to begin the week? No, I’m not being morbid. We’re talking about the 13th card in tarot which happens to be the Death Card. It’s usually has a creepy skeleton or grim reaper figure and no one wants to choose it. There is a huge misconception about the card and it’s meaning. There’s no doubt it’s a heavy card. I mean we’re not doing the happy dance of let’s say the 10 of cups or the Sun card but it rarely predicts death. It’s the biggest indicator of change and transformation for better or worse. It’s a shit or get off the pot baby because lollygagging is not an option. The winds of change blow hot or cold but fast. La Morte is about letting something die in order to allow new growth or something new.
It so happens our new furbro, Clyde is a natural tarot reader. He’s not a chatty motor mouth like me and takes everything seriously. That’s understandable since he’s not in good health and old. Over a week ago, he was in good spirits and amenable to exploring the tarot again. Layla shuffled the deck with the intention of gaining insight into Clyde’s health. The two of them are getting pretty darn tuned in, I’m jealous but in a good way. She divides the deck into three piles and sweeps her hand above each pile asking Clyde, “Do you want pile #1, #2 or #3? Nod your head for a yes.
After a couple test runs and a confirmation nod, Layla turned over the death card.
Okay, not exactly encouraging news about Clyde’s health. Physical death crossed Layla’s mind. He’s requiring lots of attention to find the right food and supplement protocol, the sub-q fluids at a time when he’s not hiding during the day. The biggest mystery was solved last week when Layla discovered his hiding spot. She knew it was in her dressing room and wasn’t concerned since he always showed up for a late dinner until the day he didn’t.
The parents scoured the house from top to bottom with a flashlight. No Clyde. He had to be in the dressing room. She’d seen him emerge from under a love seat once but he wasn’t there. He couldn’t have vanished into thin air or had he shape-shifted like a witch’s familiar? Determined to find him, Layla tipped the love seat over and heard a meow. “Clyde! Come out.” He’d squeezed into the underside and dad had to cut the fabric to release him. He has not hid since but content to stay on the third floor, moving so slowly with increased rear leg weakness. A vet appointment was made at the shelter for the 13th. Ha, the irony was not lost.
New food was tried, flower essences, Reiki but Clyde clearly was in pain. The night he refused to sleep with Layla she knew something really wrong. More calls to the shelter and vet said we could use the Gabapentin on hand. How fitting; there was a whole bottle unused that belonged to me. The vet agreed to see him sooner than the 13th if need be.
Every day death has invaded Layla’s thoughts and she’s prepared for the worst. It didn’t help that Nou Nou was feeling poorly and had to go to the vet last wee. She’d been hiding and acting strange and twitchy. It turns out she has neurological damage from what we thought was her missing eye but the eye is still there but hidden. She may need surgery but the biggest surprise is her teeth. She’s only three, eats the best food, mostly raw and her mouth is a mess. Two shots later, she’s feeling much better but the humans not so much.
And when Odin suddenly hid in Layla’s closet (the #1 choice spot for sick cats) looking off, Layla panicked. Oh, no we’re turning into a kitty hospital again and sky high vets bills. Thankfully, Odin bounced back the next day and Clyde did a 180. The meds and supplements kicked in a couple days ago he’s been eating well, walking less wobbly and best of all, sleeping with Layla and not hiding. He’s still a furry Niagara Falls, drinking and peeing but that’s kidney disease for you. We accept the reality and rocky road ahead. The flip side is the parents adore Clyde and he’s wise old love bug.
There is nothing like an ill or old pet to teach the value of being here meow. To not only take things day by day but moment by moment. The good changes, the bad changes, it all changes. Resistance is not only futile, it’s painful.
The death card suggests change and we’re ready to make necessary changes.
We never know how long a sick cat will rally or why a young cat dies expectantly. When two dear blogger pals died last week (plus a third, we learned about yesterday) it put Layla over the edge who is not in great health either. The pets mirroring humans illness and vice versa concept is alive and well. Layla had her annual check-up on Friday and will hopefully get to the bottom of it. Paws crossed it’s not Lyme disease. No matter what happens we’re not afraid to look death in the face. We know it’s a wake-up call about the sanctity of life.
One of the gifts of death, if you choose to accept it, is a deeper self-awareness and spiritual growth.Don’t be surprised tarot will be playing a much deeper part in our lives starting with special presentation Layla is doing at the end of the month. Stay tuned and know you’re stronger than you know.
Love always,
Merlin & Clyde
35 Comments
Cynthia Southern
I am relieved that Clyde, Odin and Nou Nou are all feeling better now.
Layla Morgan Wilde
Thanks,Cynthia it’s a welcome respite xo
Celestia
my 2 dogs died and my 5 cats died and i think the more animals live the better people are.
Bev Green
Ah yes the pet hospital scenario we totally understand..the death card when i have done tarot has always been a harbinger of karmic endings and then renewals..i think the ‘shock’ itself at the moment you turn it is THE wake up you need at that time..images and thoughts flood your mind..forcing reevaluations..i have found the losses this year both personally and across the blog world terribly hard..what i have learnt..at the shock of those moments is that through our animals this community of bloggers has become family..so while we mourn those losses ..wow we have gained family..we are indeed blessed..as i realise there are a world of people for whom their losses are carried alone…please Merlin and Clyde..tell Layla to rest..sending our love xx Fozziemum
Layla Morgan Wilde
Wisely said dear Bev. We are blessed to have our community. And Layla is resting more fb less 🙂
Tamago
Sounds like there have been a lot going on, but glad kitties are doing well now. Niko is like Nou Nou..he was only one when we found his teeth problem. He is on raw diet, eats homemade snack and bone, gets tooth brush etc, but still has trouble. We try to keep it to minimum. I wish everyone a healthy and happy week xoxo
Layla Morgan Wilde
Thanks xoxo. Dental is often genetic.
The Swiss Cats
We’re glad the kitties are doing well, and we cross our paws that you get a clean bill from the human vet. Purrs
Layla Morgan Wilde
Many thanks. It’s not a clean bill and waiting for more tests. Def. big dietary changes are needed.
meowmeowmans
We’re glad the felines there are doing better for now, especially our beloved Clyde. You’re all always in our thoughts and purrs, but we’ll ramp up some extra ones for you, Layla, to regain your health.
Layla Morgan Wilde
Thanks xoxo. Btw, Clyde is really responding to the calming music of Pet Acoustics.
Layla
Ellen, it’s always a pleasure. You’re prescient as always
Layla
Deep change, is facing the unknown which scary for most.
Layla
Exactly, that’s why the humans need to listen and learn from cats.
Layla
At least the cats are stable? for now. xo
Layla
Thanks and it’s true about the finiteness of an actual death vs the up and downs of the unknown ☮️?
ellen
Please take time to unwind Layla. I am more worried bout you.
Purrs to Clyde and the gang, sick kitties are never a good thing. It is good to hear Merlins voice though.
Marjorie and the Dash Kitten Crew
Its the deep change that can be worrying isn’t it. Change is always scary even if its for the best or better.
The Island Cats
We’re glad to hear everyone…including Clyde…is doing better now.
Summer
It has been a rough week at your house! But yes, humans so often worry over the Death card, when 1) worrying is a useless waste of energy, 2) any sort of transition, by definition, involves a death of some sort, 3) the end of life is merely a transition, and adding fear to the equation only creates stress.
I’m glad I’m a kitty and hence wiser than humans.
skeeter and Izzy
Thanks for sharing the Tarot insights. Sometimes change is harder than literal death.
We send out Purrs and Prayers all around for each one in need.We hope that all will be on the upswing for you guys soon!
Luvs, Purrs and Prayers to all,
Skeeter and Izzy & the Feral Gang + Twig & Peanut & Romeo & the Angels >^..^^..^<~
easy rider
I hope there will be a change to the good things now… after so much sad things, good things should happen too… for the balance… we cross our fingers and we send good thoughts and potp…
Layla Morgan Wilde
Dearest Easy and mom, good to see you. Yes, good will happen to balance. It’s the natural way of the world xoxoxo
Sue Brandes
Hugs to your family. Hope everyone gets to feeling better.
Layla Morgan Wilde
Thanks so much and yes about the Falls 🙂
Sometimes Cats Herd You
Paws crossed that everyone keeps feeling better. We had to MOL at “a furry Niagra Falls.” That’s exactly what it’s like living with kidney kitties!
Layla Morgan Wilde
Thanks so much and yes about the Falls 🙂
Kathryn
<3 <3 <3 I've learned so much, yet the transformation from life into death never gets easier. Mao was dx a year ago with stage 3 kidney. He has lost some weight, but with Rx food and serum, he seems OK but we'll take him for an appointment soon. He doesn't seem to have lost a TON of weight in the last 12 months. (We have to do the human/cat weight, then subtract the human weight.)
Cats are the most speshal people in the world.
<3 <3 <3
Layla Morgan Wilde
Thanks Kathryn. For stage 3 that’s very good!
Caren Gittleman
Wowza….lots of interesting and important info. Glad the kitties seem to have bounced back…..but now we are worried about you. Praying nothing significant will turn up, other than you are working too hard! Sending positive thoughts/energy xoxoxo
Layla Morgan Wilde
thanks Caren, I’m worried too.
da tabbies o trout towne
guys….knot sure if St Francis ever new tarot; 🙂 ~~ but none de less we send hiz blessings two ewe all for de best oh health N happee nezz { knot sure cardz waz even inn vented bak then… sew him prob a blee dinna noe “go fish ” …either ♥♥♥
Layla Morgan Wilde
thanks guys and St Francis may not have known tarrocci an early version of tarot from Italy since they were invented in the 1400s.
jansfunnyfarm
We hope you will all rally, including Layla, and your health improve. We’ve lost enough friends lately.
Beverly
Ditto.